Author: Gail

Pennies From Heaven 

He smelled like Old Spice After Shave as long as I knew him.  There was a time he wore Vitalis in his wavy brown hair.  All the guys did. Elvis probably started it with his slick-black hair and sex appeal.  I used to go to my father’s bedroom closet after he hung up his suit from a nine-hour day of demanding retail sales, supporting a family of six.  I’d slip my childish hands into every pocket searching for a LifeSaver or two.   If a half-opened roll of Reed’s Root Beer candies were discovered, I’d race back to my father’s chair and beg for “just one”.  Being his only daughter, and the apple of his eye, he’d smile and say, “Sure, Snookie.  Anything for my little girl.”  Sometimes there would be a compact case of Sen-Sens in his coat pocket.  I hated the taste of anise.  Around that time everyone grew up watching Hollywood’s Rich and Famous glamorizing the lifestyle of a cigarette smoker.  Sales were finalized when a cigarette was lit at the retail counter.  Afterwards this tiny matchbox of black licorice  and anise squares were the perfect breath mint popular in the 1960s.  On occasion in my daily quest, I would come across my father’s easy-squeeze leather coin pouch. He said it kept loose change under control and saved the lining in his dress pants.  


Today I hold that weather-worn pouch and squeeze it open remembering my father.  Inside are two pennies. One is a muted coppery Lincoln Wheat Penny dated 1930; the other is a bright shiny Union Shield version dated 2014.  Pennies from Heaven, I call them, spanning the lifetime of my beloved father.  Happy Birthday, Dad. Thinking of you today celebrating your first birthday in Heaven. “He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart.” ~ Ecclesiastes 3:11.

The Healing Touch of God

It was 5:45 a.m.  The kind of morning where sleep departs in the early dawn and the alarm clock resting on the night stand still remains silent.  Lying supine, the soft linen sheets enveloped me under a warm cotton blanket. Without warning, a high pitch ringing in my ears turned into a deafening roar of rushing waters inside my head.  It made me believe I was going to faint.  “This can’t happen”, I panicked, “I’m all alone.”  Immediately the overflowing sensation of a fountainhead bursting with heavy floodwaters coursed through my body.  The intensity maximized as it rushed within my head past my chest, pulled down my arms, swept over my abdomen, and streamed through my legs before exiting out the tips of my toes. Upon fulfillment, my entire being shivered with piercing goosebumps.  In panic, I thought to myself, “Oh, no, I’m having a stroke!”  At that moment of powerlessness, I heard the Still Small Voice of God speak, “It’s a washing of the Holy Spirit.”  


My life was impacted in a special way that morning.  I believe I had been touched by the healing waters of God.  During this Lenten season, let us reflect on these words from  

Philippians 4:7; “And the peace of God which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds together in Christ Jesus.”  Discover the saving grace of Jesus Christ as you journey to the Easter cross in celebration of the Resurrection of our Lord.


Forgiveness is Not Conditional 

Maybe you had a best friend who turned into a fair-weather one at the moment you needed her most; at the break-up of a long term relationship when your world was spinning out of control.  She boldly chose the “ex” over your need for emotional support. The friendship was severed beyond repair.  Words were never spoken again. Forgive her anyway.  It’s easier to absolve than you think. Often it takes more energy to hold on to inner pain than it does to let it go. Slide your mind all the way back to the “Thelma and Louise” season in time when the two of you confessed insecurities, whispered disappointments, shared hopes, and imagined dreams together over a glass of wine.  Or two.  Remember the laughter?  And the way her  eyes teared up to the point of hysteria?  The feeling of audacious brassiness?  And don’t forget the sincere trust and uninhibited honesty.  This sisterly love connection is the perfect vantage point for forgiveness.  Go ahead. Open the nostalgic floodgates to the Memory Box of your mind.  Release the waters of sentimental longing. Experience a taste of wistful yearning for the joy and happiness felt during the good times.  And never, EVER, make your forgiveness conditional.   “Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.” ~ Ephesians 4:32.

The Other Side of the Coin

“Are you stranded here as well?”, inquired the attractive flight attendant poised outside the automatic sliding doors to the hotel lobby.  She took a long drag on an extra-slim cigarette signifying beauty and elegance.  “No one is going anywhere. Everything’s grounded.”  She was clearly disappointed since her overnight stay was beginning to look a little more permanent than she had hoped.  The steady rain was already slinging frozen pellets creating an icy sheen on the vacant cars lined together in rows.  It was only a matter of time before the parking lot could become a skating rink risking injuries further compensated through insurance claims.  


Our return flight home had been cancelled due to severe weather conditions predicted a few days earlier.  Winter Storm Thor was determined to bring cities to its knees as it moved through the region leaving newscasters and meteorologists creating imaginary scenarios of a hammer-wielding mythological god defying man and nature.  Without a doubt, there would be no escape.  Not for a few days, anyway.   How does one cope, you ask?  It’s simple.  Slow things down, take a breath, sip a smooth drink, and enjoy the company of your lifetime partner.  Then sink into a luxurious whirlpool bath to massage the travel woes away. 

Manhattan by Candlelight 

The waiter could have been a Generation Y distant cousin to the actor, Bill Murray. His slightly disheveled appearance enhanced the charm of his dimpled smile.  Pointing to the menu at Le Yaca French Restaurant, I artfully directed his gaze to the Chef’s Special:  Seafood Trio.  “Would you mind saying this ‘en Français?'”, I appealed.  Nodding his head in approval, the impeccable foreign accent rolled off his tongue with savior-faire.  I smiled in open delight.  The slight blush of flattery rushing across his face into his freshly starched shirt unveiled the frequency of such a request.  


Classical French music filled the formal dining room creating subtle ambience for a romantic dinner with my husband.  Over his shoulder, beyond the foyer, hypnotic flames danced across fragrant firewood logs nestled on the glowing hearth.  We clinked our glasses together and dubbed the evening “Manhattan by Candlelight”.  I sipped on a classic Southern cocktail garnished with a maraschino cherry, straight-up.  The graceful curve of the martini glass offered an invitation to taste the amber blend of smooth-bodied bourbon kissed with a dash of sweet vermouth.  Gerald quenched his thirst with one of the greatest mixed drinks ever created by a seasoned bartender, the Long Island Iced Tea.  A stouthearted choice, my dear.  The savory dinner was served divine.  We lingered over dessert, relishing every bite of the lightly sweetened soufflé. 
Ultimately, the pleasant experience was truly unforgettable.  Lovely. 

Add a Pat of Butter

Everyone knows gastronomy and the culinary art of French cuisine is based on the dining experience, whether it relates to a five-star restaurant or your own gourmet kitchen.  The bottom line is eating well using the best ingredients prepared in a way that creates the marriage of Taste and Smell.  The French seem to have it all figured out.  If you don’t believe me, step into a French bistro sometime. Upon entering you may be greeted with a “Bonjour” followed by the most eye-popping showcase of decadent pastries you have ever imagined.  Don’t be surprised if you find your eyes darting from side to side visually teased by each culinary delight.  The aroma of dark chocolate is a temptation that seduces your mouth into a half smile already yearning for its first morsel.  Alors!  Let this journey of discovery begin!  


In essence, gastronomic dining is an experience to embrace.  Julia Child understood.  She once proclaimed, “With enough butter, anything is good.”  She’s right, you know.  Ever since my husband and I visited the south of France four years ago, we discovered Sel de Mer Beurre (Butter with Sea Salt) at the local market.  We slathered it on artisan-style baguette loaves baked fresh daily in rustic pâtisseries.  Their crunchy crust and creamy centers begged for a swipe of sea salt butter.  Without mercy, we were more than happy to oblige.  Upon returning to the States, we had become so addicted to the provincial delicacy that Sel de Mer Buerre turned into an essential ingredient in our own Indiana kitchen.  Its creaminess is unsurpassed.  Baking for friends has confirmed it.  Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to tear off the end of a baguette, lavish it with butter, and in true Julia Child-style exclaim, “Bon Appétit!”

Riding on the Heels of Fashion Week

“Sparta dumped enough snow  on us a couple days ago to carpet brick walkways and cobblestone paths. Y’all can keep that hammer of Thor.”  It was the talk everywhere in Colonial Williamsburg.  “People come here to experience walking tours, soak up the atmosphere, relax at an outdoor bistro table, and shop at the fabulous boutiques in Merchants Square.”  This quaint Virginia town, wrapped in a world of Revolutionary War history, is a step into the past coupled with time-honored traditions.  Aromas of freshly brewed cappuccinos and mouth-watering pastries awaken the senses wherever you go. And the samplings of hand-dipped chocolate temptations tease the sweet tooth without mercy.  Oh, my!  


Around the corner, on our way to the French bakery, we discovered the perfect distraction from taste-testing our way through the afternoon.  Shopping!  We entered a stylish little specialty boutique featuring high fashion ensembles and designer accessories for women. Closet Envy boasts “Fashion to die for!”.  If curiosity reigns, explore Southern Living magazine’s recently published article, “Where to Shop in Colonial Williamsburg”.  My personal fashion consultant was a true Southern belle.  Brigette’s expert advice, along with my husband’s attention to detail, produced stunning results!  An hour and a half later, in a state of euphoria, I floated away on a cloud of heavenly bliss. My exquisite collection was a refreshing breath of Springtime riding on the heels of Fashion Week. 

In Pursuit of Southern Hospitality 

“We removed the closet door until you check out. Please let us know it there’s anything you need. Thank you and Enjoy your stay!!”  Charles, from hotel maintenance, left this cordial message taped on the door to our newly carpeted king suite while we were out grabbing our first meal in over twenty-two hours.  It had been a long day of travel challenges between flight cancellations due to crew rest, jumping airlines, maintenance issues, alternate routing, and de-icing procedures. By the time we rented a car and drove another 45 miles to our destination, we were a little frazzled and mildly exhausted. You can only operate so long on a Starbucks White Chocolate Mocha from the terminal kiosk and a bag of complementary airline pretzels. Once we wheeled our luggage through the hotel lobby and up to the fourth floor, it took only a few minutes to unpack the belongings and settle in.  Upon closing the closet door, it popped off the upper track and leaned dangerously close to the bed.  Now let me explain something. I am married to the most amazing man who is an engineering marvel. And I adore him for his problem-solving skills. However, after a day of testing my patience level by racing through airport terminals, I was more than eager to “Call the Guy!”  Still ignoring his exhaustion, he gave it a valiant effort before succumbing to the alternative.  Minutes later, we headed out the door and left our worries behind in pursuit of Southern Hospitality. 

You’re Never Alone

“What’s going to happen to me?”, asked the 84 year-old woman upon hearing sad news. Her oldest child, who had been a pillar of strength since her stroke five years ago, was moving away.  “Who’s going to take care of me?”, she worried.  Marian was living in a nursing home ever since she survived a debilitating stroke to her entire left side during the holiday season of 2009.  Because she was living alone at the time and had just hung up the phone from a conversation with her grandson, no one became alarmed when they hadn’t heard from her for awhile. They were accustomed to her self-sufficiency between trips to the market, feeding the birds, and exercising walks.  Oh sure, everyone tried to convince her she needed an answering machine, but she refused.  When the stroke hit her, she crumbled to the floor in fear and laid there for hours before being discovered.  As darkness turned to light, and returned again to dusk, all Marian could do was pray. 


The words of Mark 12:30 were ringing in her thoughts.  “Thou shall love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, with all thy soul, with all thy mind, and with all thy strength.” Later on the emergency room doctors discovered her low body temperature, in essence, prevented brain damage from setting in.  Although Marian’s memory was sharp, her limbs would never respond to mental stimulation again. The only recourse was life in a wheelchair.  The challenge of faith and acceptance became Marian’s new life focus.  The haunting words of survival echoed daily in her head.  “Thou shall love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, with all thy soul, with all thy mind, and with all thy strength.”  But where were those five children she raised in the prime of her life?  And the ten grandchildren?  She tried to understand their lack of visits. Career obligations. Job transfers. College expectations. Lack of time and extreme distance between them.  Adult responsibilities.  Even the awkward feeling of discomfort associated with stopping by the nursing home.  But she hadn’t expected this sorry plight.  It wasn’t her choice either.  When she hung up the phone fighting back tears, across the room she heard a soft gentle voice. The CNA was singing softly to herself as she took a step closer to offer Marian a tissue. “Never alone, never alone…..May the angels protect you, trouble neglect you and heaven accept you when it’s time to go home.” (Never Alone~Lady Antebellum)